Earlier this week, I wrote about our financial struggles. I vowed that I would not take my children out of preschool. Today, I have taken my children out of preschool.
I cried all day about it yesterday, after making the decision. I’m
probably for sure taking it much harder than my girls are. Do they really even have a clue?
The hubby and I have decided that we just can’t swing it at this time. It totally sucks. It makes me sad. It makes me feel like a failure. It makes me scared shitless that I’m going to have these children running around my house all day, with no break for me.
And that, my friends, brings me to reason #1 that I should not be a stay at home mom and wife:
With all the stress I’ve been under lately, I’ve been turning to my best friend: CHOCOLATE. I’ve been eating it for breakfast, lunch, and dinner (and everything in between). And, no, I don’t share. I just shove it in my mouth as fast as I can, hoping that my children don’t see me.